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Lately, I have been comforted by a fictional character, Aoba Seragaki from the game DRAMAtical Murder. I discovered him in youtube way waaaay before I decided to play the game. At first, I just have a crush on him, nothing big. Just being a normal Fan Girl who loves pretty boys. Nothing new to me... I guess. That changed though, by a landslide. I have been going through a lot of drama, but that's life. Heck I bet there's someone out there going through a lot more than I'll ever be. Not saying that's a good thing but it's just how it is. In life, as long as you are living it, there is bound to be complications. If there wasn't then you'd

"Nothing makes sense," are the words that I kept telling myself inside my head as I feel his grip tighten against the collar of my shirt. I look at his pale blue eyes and knew... that I was at fault. I touch his shaking fingers gently and he lets go almost immediately at the contact from my icy fingers. He falls to his knees and started crying. I look down on him and found a child, shaken and broken. I felt sorry for him... I felt sorry that he had to go through this because I was stubborn, because I picked my friends over him, because I... agreed... but decided not to stand behind him on what he said or did. I knew that his mistake was from

Since I've stopped going to college due to financial problems, I have been living in my house, browsing the web, back and forth to the usually things that entertains me. Youtube, Facebook, 9gag, Ragnarok Online: Gathering, and at times, I would visit here in Deviantart. It's been a long journey for me, and I can still tell that my journey to this BUM Life has only begun, even thought it's already going to be a year. Staying at home was one way for me to realize things that I don't usually think about. Things like how friendship is important to me, how life will go around in circles, and how my life's purpose is becoming this dream that slowly